21 Wants & Needs...

1. to get a good job
2. to chill with my girls more often
3.to pee
4.to focus more on my happiness, not others.
5.to be a little selfish sometimes
6.to get back to school
7.to paint more canvases
8.to network
9.to go shopping
for new clothes
for new shoes
for new makeup
for a new life
10.to call my family more often
11.to stop being so lazy and stay in church
12.to stop procrastinating
13.to stop being so irresponsible
14.to learn how to trust other people
15.to do laundry
16.to grow my hair back to health
17.to buy a new coat [ i hate the winter ]
18.to buy new glasses [ im also blind ]
19.to get a new routine in life, get away from it all
20.to show my mother i appreciate her
21.to get my own place

Reality Check:

In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her husband if he cheats on her.
I think they should pass this law in the United States. What do you think?

Marriage= Hell

Where do I even start? Or not start in this case.
When your a little girl, your mother preaches over you, about fairytales and prince charmings.
The media rearranges the little brain cells you have left to believe that all you see on television can become reality. They constantly sell you the dream.
Coming from a broken home with a lot of love, I was a tomboy when I was younger.
I don't remember daydreaming about the day I got married, until recently.
I never wanted to get married. I found no point for it.
Lately, that's all I have been thinking about and I feel absolutely stupid... what the hell made me change my mind? A boy of course.
I'm glad I'm back to my old self.
I still love you. But no marriage. What's the point of a piece of paper?
I'mma lose it anyway.
It's me for damn sakes.
I can make a commitment without having to involve the government, I dont like them anyway.
In 10 years the government labels you together anyway.... and lets face it... marriages now a days, dont last.
I want to be with you, because I want to be there for you. I want you to be there for me because I want you to want to be there for me.
Marriage becomes work, I dont want us to become a job. Not by force.
But who knows,maybe in time my mind will change again.
People tend to forget, or they dont realize,
I'm not a tomboy anymore.
I'm a girl.
Ugh.

Now That's Love

I walked into his house today, his mother and little sister sitting at the kitchen table. I take off my hoodie, and in my pocket of the hoodie I had a pack of oreos, crumbled. Like if a fat guy did a body slam on em. So his little sister sees the oreos.. and goes..ooooooooooo.... and I'm laughing and say..ooooooooooooo... with her.
We love us some oreos. I tell her they are crumbled, and we joke about throwing them in a bowl of vanilla ice cream... which sounded awesome at the time...except we had no ice cream.
She goes upstairs, washes her hair. I sit in the living room with the boyfriend, we watch a movie.
About 45 minutes into the movie she runs down the stairs, holding a ziplock bag in her hand and a note stapled to the ziplock. It reads: " Enjoy your non crushed oreos. Love, Irene"
The ziplock was stuffed with oreos.
Now that's love.

His Eyelashes

His eyelashes drive me absolutely insane, I can't help but stare. They're my favorite thing about his face....2nd, his nose.
His lashes are long, full, dark, wouldn't change em for the world.

I def picked a good one.

Goodbye Minxy's Matters

Hello, MINX PAINT STAINS...I decided to change the name of my blog. New Year, why not? Enjoy.

New Work

This is a controversial canvas. Take it as you must. This canvas does not reflect my personal opinions and beliefs on abortions.

Avatar

So I just got back from the movies. I was with the boyfriend, my brother, and a couple of friends. We decided to watch Avatar on imax.
I have to admit, I had no desire to watch this movie at all... I have seen the trailers and commercials many of times, and not once have I said..." I wanna go see that''
I'm so glad that this movie proved me wrong.
The animation and computer graphics were absolutely beautiful and the colors were mind blowing. I felt as if i was there. I was at awe.
The story line was interesting and kept me intrigued... but I couldn't help stare at all the beautiful effects and colors.
I think that was my favorite part.
I advise you go see it, the commercials dont do it justice.
Later blog heads.

So, I'm back... I had to write some more...Now theres a big rumor going on that Avatar has the same story line as Disney's Pocahantas .

If you've seen it, let me know what you think, after reading the note above... I have to agree with it.
But this is not the first time that Hollywood has remade a movie into another movie.

Woke up in a great mood today...

I woke up in a great mood today and that quickly faded. I'm lying in bed, reading... I was tired of my computer for the first time and decided to pick up a book.
Oh, how quickly things change. Especially after the smallest thing that you think that wont bother you, does.
So much for that....

Riddle:

How do you tell someone you love they need professional help?

scream it at them. Maybe they"ll finally listen... especially because when you speak to them nicely it goes in one ear and out the other.

Pink

The newest work...
enjoy.

model: Tabetha
artist: minx
makeup: minx
photographer:minx
photo editing : minx
add the space: www.myspace.com/minxinx

Pissed

The company that manufactures the greatest number of women's dresses each year is Mattel. Barbie's got to wear something.

I'm truly jealous...I need new clothes..badly. I wish I would win a sweepstakes of some sort so i can go shopping.If I had money, it would be tight.That's sad. =[

And This Christmas Will be a Very Special Christmas to Me

I gotta say, this christmas was truly something special. All I wanted was to spend time with people that I love and that love me back. That's all. I didn't ask Santa for a xbox, for new clothes, or even new shoes { which I secretly want }. I didn't ask for anything but that simple request.
My family and I haven't been on the best of terms, I know it's my fault. Which I resent all the time. But I guess some things need time. I love my family very much. I already knew when December hit that I wasn't gonna be spending Christmas with them though.
This Christmas I spent it with the boyfriend's family. A family that I have grown so close to in this little time, closer than I have with my own family for all these years.
This Christmas was my first Christmas that I bought not one gift. Simply, no money. I have always been a giver, never a reciever. I don't expect anything from anybody. I used to expect many things when I was child, but too many broken promises from mamy people have changed that about me. Now. it's more like, don't expect anything at all , and you won't get dissapointed.
Especially now, that I'm much older, than when I used to sneak out of room, go peek at the tree, and see if Santa had left me a little something something.
Anyway, I walk into their house. Empty handed, feeling all shitty. Wearing a blue dress and heels. Everyone is in their pajamas. My family never waits till Christmas, we count down the minutes until 12:00 on the dot, and go on a rampage to see who tackles the tree first and make a complete mess in my mothers living room, with wrapping paper, plastic coverings, and batteries. But no, not this. Everyone is in pajamas, brand new pjs, slippers, surrounding the tree, gift wrap properly placed in the garbage....It looked straight out of a hallmark card. It was new to me. But I liked it.
And to my surprise his family had bathed me in gifts... for me... I was shocked. I wasn't expecting anything. I didn't want anything. I was grateful. I smiled from ear to ear. Not because of the presents. I could care less about them. Although they were all beautiful. I was about the thought, that I had come to mind. I didn't feel like an outsider anymore. I got what I wanted for Christmas... To spend it with people who love me back.. did you get what you wanted for Christmas?

feenin for a chocolate chip milkshake thanks to hitler... i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it!

I know it's been awhile.Busy I guess...or maybe just plain ol' bored of life. Either way... I'm back.
Times have been a little tough, holding strong... straight up broke. But thats not new is it...

I have work for sale for the people who are interested. Prices vary depending on the size of the canvas and how long it takes for me to paint the actual canvas itself.
Feel free to contact me for any questions or details.
have your pick at :
www.myspace.com/minxinx
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