So He Tells Me...

~ I really think your beautiful w/o makeup or getting dressed up.. Ill love you no matter wat even if the world goes grey

~well im gonna be your last man anyway so I gotta take the responsibility to make you feel good, wanted, loved & most of all keep you wanting me & of course keeping you happy=]

Tourist

So who[thats what i call him] took me to south side seaport...

havent been there in a hot minute

it was a surprise date...

and then we walked thru some financial building to get to the WTC

and then we walked to battery park.

it was beautiful



i had never been there....

i thought it was amazing

and the whole time I'm thinking....

daaaaaaaaaaamn, born in ny

raised in ny

lived my whole life in ny

and i know shit about ny

thats just so fucking sad....

i feel like a tourist

SnM

omg! i went to club with KASH........ night was fucking crazy!
so we're standin in line... and she goes, omg, minx! shes holding a whip!
I'm like.. thats weird.. whatever floats her boat i guess...
5 minutes later, we still waiting in line... KASH says, minx look... you can see all up in her shirt...
i'm like... kash, maybe she wants to show her boobs!
let her be...lol
we get inside...met up with two friends from TUTIs job inside...
apparently, KASH and i had missed the memo...
IT WAS S N M NIGHT!
we see strippers on the pole!
doing all sorts of shit , i secretly wish i could do!
daaaaaaaamn, she must have some powerful ass thighs if she can hold her self up there for so long!
i see men gettin wipped in the corner
naked boobies shakin in an other
i literally saw a womans ass shakin...cellulite and all
so everyones all skimpied out....
boobs everywhere, ass everywhere
and KASH and i are in puffy dresses lookin all cute
while everyone is lookin all sexy and naked

fuck it.... what could we do...KASH and i made the best out of it..
we started dancing like crazy to the techno!
hahahha
funny ass night!

Date

I just got back, from one of the bestest dates ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I felt as if I was floating....... the connection was great!
he picked flowers for me....
we walked, talked
we sat by a wishin fountain
he stared.........
i mean reeeeeaaally reeeeaally stared
in to my eyes.....
it felt amazing!

I &heart; PON and ZI

they are soooooo cute!






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A Lil Pick Me Up

if you sometimes feel sad, offended, useless or depressed....always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious little sperm out of millions.

RIP NOMS

So I was talking to Noms' mom.... sweetest lady ever...I gotta send her some love sometimes, show her she's not forgotten, and trust me, neither is he. I always gotta throw him up in any of my fills, show the world he's not gone.. he's only watchin us from above.
Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.





[01:06]noms mom: u know u owe me a drawing
[01:07] me: i forgot about that, i got u .i promise. pa que lo ponga en la sala
[01:09] me: oook.. no teme pierda =]
[01:09] noms mom: i wont
[01:09] noms mom: nunca jamas
[01:09] noms mom: soy de todos mis hijos
[01:09] me: =] thats always good..
[01:09] me: trust me hes not forgotten
[01:10] noms mom: i know
[01:10] noms mom: u guys keep him alive , thank you
[01:11] me: thats the least we can do
[01:11] noms mom: u doing a hell of a job
[01:11] me: thanks =]
[01:12]noms mom: nite nite baby
[01:12]me: night hun

Class of '82

So, I was hanging out with my mom today, and she got all emotional on me, cuz one of her old friends fromher high school had found her, and called her...
told her to sign up for some website, that all her friends were there and they missed her!
i don't ever think I've seen her cry happy tears...
so we going thru all of the pics of her former friends, ( lets face it, my mom cant use a computer, i was doing all the work! =] ) and she jumps up for j ust about every other picture..
comments, like..
o wow! hes gotten fat!
awww, she looks exactly the same!
oooo look at their kids
and awww i remember this, i remember that~

all i could do was laugh, and wonder... is that how I will act in 26 years...
wondering what every one has been up to...
wonderin if any of them married or slept with each other...
who had whos kids,
who passed away,
whos a lawyer
whos a bumb
I guess, I'll have to wait and see.......
26 years.. here i come!

Tourettes

"Everything is extraordinary in this disease: the name is ridiculous, its symptoms peculiar, its character equivocal, its cause unknown, its treatment problematical." - Gilles de la Tourette

So, I'm sitting home, sick with a fever, and I just realized that I have a paper due for my health class... Maybe blogging will help me sort all of my details out.
And even if it does'nt you'll be learning something new.

Gilles de la Tourette syndrome is a disorder of the nervous system that causes a person to make repeated and uncontrolled (involuntary) movements and sounds (vocalizations) called tics. The disorder is commonly called Tourette syndrome.

In addition to the involuntary motor and vocal tics and swearing, Dr. Gilles de la Tourette also noted that:
a) the disorder had an onset in childhood, usually between 7 and 10 years of age,b) affected males more than females, andc) was hereditary;d) the tics usually started in the face or upper extremity;e) the symptoms waxed and waned spontaneously;f) the tics were made worse by stress and diminished in sleep and occasionally during fevers; andg) it was not a progressive degenerative disorder.

These kids are def. brave, I can't imagine all the emotional distress they go through, getting picked on my other kids and such, teenage years are bad enough as it is, worrying about pimples, self esteem issues, trying to be popular, trying to figure out who you are, this def. doesn't help.
well, blog heads, I'm out, i really gotta finish this paper....
xx, minxy

uuuuugggggh...

Who's who to tell you to live your life? Dont people get sick of being told what to do?

Everything these days is an order, either from your parents, teachers, boyfriend/girlfriend, boss, landlord, cops, the government.

Either way, someone in your life is going to have an extra step, that power that you know you dont have. Over rule what you have to say, step on your personal opinion.

Tattoos

I'm dying to get mines!!!!!
uuuuuuuuuuugh!
too bad im broke!
stay tuned, as soon as i get cash thats what im doing!

Blue Balls

MEN.....get over it!

Q:Why Do bats Sleep in the Day Time?

I barely sleep these days...
all I been hearing is bitching from my mother...
and her only problem is this exactly... that I have the bad habit of sleeping during the day, and once night time comes, I'm fully awake...
I know she cares, ,and she wants whats best for me, but she should take note: nagging does'nt help.
like now, for instance..i's 6:34 in the morning, and I have not had not even one ounce of sleep... I bet I'll knock out by like 8am.

I feel like a bat........

A:Bats are nocturnal; they are most active at night which is why they sleep during the day hanging upside-down.


except for the hanging up side down part, even though that does sound like fun!

Scheming.....

Bored? Watch A Movie.... Bomb The System

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