Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'm Such A Fool

And to think I was going fucking crazy missing you.
Thinking about you day and night.
All I did was dream about you.
I had to see you one more time..
I had to know if my feelings were still there
of course they was...
Always mad at you, but the love never faded.
It was all a front.
I was crazy nervous just walking up to you...
I had the crazy knots, twist and turns killing me in my stomache
My heart kept racing.
I tried to be a tough ass...
but the first thing I did was smile....
especially once I saw those laugh lines I was always crazy about.
But you know what?
Thank you for showing me who you truly are.
I shouldve never wasted my time
How the hell did I manage to fall in love with such an asshole?
Your'e so untrustworthy.
Im so mad at you...
but even more mad at myself..
I should've known better...
I should've been cautious...
I should've never fallen for those lovey dubby eyes.
I'm such a fool.
All I could do was walk away,
I'm glad I didn't turn around, it would've been so hard for me to see you're face anymore.
No more goodbyes.. cuz this is it.
Cuz from now on, there's no turning back.
You lied straight to my face...
Cuz that's what fucking liars do.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

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c: I've gotten shut down & cheatin on by girls so many times, I'm use 2 it, believe me don't worry I understand
me: thats somethin I will never understand
me: cheatin
me: I think it's stupid...
me: if your'e with somebody. why do anything else with anyone else??
me: if you feel tempted, to do something.. thats tellin you that theres something wrong with the relationship your'e in, either fix it, or end it...
me: theres no point whatsoever
me: but at the same time, not everyone thinks the way as I do.
c: =/ well I guess you can say there's just not thaat many girls these days that are able 2 stay with one guy
me: i think relationships these days are sad.. they dont last
c: I mean idk I guess im just ready 2 settle with some1 I've already been thru my share of relationships & mess arounds im just ready 2 chill & be with just 1 girl thaat I know would make me happy & of course allow me 2 make her happy ass well
c: Well some people do take it seriously, its just sometimes we let that person we could be happy with slip right by us
me: thats somethin I know I've been thru alot...and heart breaks are one of the worst pains
me: i rather be by myself.....'

Saturday, March 28, 2009

It's Sad

"Its sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life
how you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them.""

They Say..

with age comes wisdom
in this case, not so much
actin like he's 12 or some
can this be his crutch?
never wanting to grow up
take responsibility for his own
actin like some sort of schmutz
a number doesn't make you grown
cheating,lies doesn't make u cool
running from the challenge
in the end you'll be lookin like a fool

so wise up, act like a man
guess me being smart wasnt part of your plan

Friday, March 27, 2009

Spanish Resume =]

15 South Projectos, Apartamento El Baisman
El Bronx, Nueva Jork wung wung for sero sero

SELULA FON: (917) 555-5555 (today is terned off but I will get de monee order tumoro)

FON DE LA CASA: Neybor's fon, (788)999-9999 (just ask for me and they will yell for me)

OBJECTED: Juan day (maybe after dis job) I wanna opin a Day Kare in mine own apartment for teng kidz.

I wash my sisters kidz wheng she goes to de dancing at 'Latin Quarta', I shange the kidz pamperz, misk de milk and shocolate Quick in da botella whilg I wash de novelas at de saing tine.

I grajuaded from fif grade. Deng I grajuated from aighf grade.

Deng I learned alot from my tia Juana, she let me quit skool so she cood show me to babysit my cozins, Juan,Boba,Luis,Chavo,Pito,Cesar,Tito,Flaco,Charli,Papo, Chavela, Chavelo, and Yvette (pobrecita, she dunt even nose who her papi iz!!!)

WORK ESPERIENCE: Wheng I got tired of babysittin, I woked in a fabrica sowing and stealing dresses.Reason for leabing: My jefe Hector, tried to hit on me and his lady 'Luz Maria' caught himg. Deng I got anofa jub at B.I.M. storez , i wuz eng charge of foldeng de genes. Reason for leabing: Tio Juan died in my other country and I hadda go to de funeraria. I din't no him, but I hadda go ova dare, you know, for mortal support and all dat. So anywhey, my jefe got mad and fired me.

Deng I stayed home
and sold 'Avon' cosmeticos. I hadda to quik becose I orderd too muco stuff for my familia and dey didng paid. So weng 'Avon' axed me furr de monee I didng hab it.

My last jub was at "Mi Baby Papi Chulo Day Care" I wached all the kidz for all the moders who hadda get on welfel


happy "birth" day

newest edition to the DC family....
you're beautiful!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

You Wander...

through my mind
through my dreams
through the feelings that i portray
while i bathe
while i paint
while your smile just won't fade
cuz everyday,
i spray,
and hope it will obey
because that betray
has caused a delay
in a very bad way
in my dreams u wander
in my mind u stay
how i only wish that u would go away
i always will love that bouquet
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I Promised

After all that was said
After all that was done
After all that was neglected
I promised never to return
Yet, I still think about you
Yet, your face still wanders in my dreams
Yet, our memories never fade
I promised never to return
Everytime you pop into my head
Everytime I see our pictures
Everytime your name is spoken
I promised never to return
I only wish you cared
I only wish you loved
I only wish you knew
That I wish, I wouldv'e never promised that I would'nt return

Monday, March 23, 2009

Remember When....

I used to write your name with soap on the sponge when I washed my dirty dishes.
When I used to write your name with my toes, in the sand when the the waters was too cold.
When I used to write your name with my blue pen, when I used to daydreamin class.
When I used to write your name with my finger on the mirror of my bathroom when it fogged up.
When I used to write your name with ketchup on my burgers,when I thought of pickles.
When I used to write your name with a marker on my belly,
cuz I wanted to surprise you,when u went down under.
When I used to write your name with lotion on your back, whenever you had a long day at work, and a massage was all you needed.
When I used to write your name with mistolin,when I had to mop my floors after lil breakdancing competitions.
When I used to write your name with syrup on my pancakes, whenever I was hungry, and that was often, might I add.
And When I said YOU wrote your name on my heart, with permanent ink, when you first said, I miss you?
And When I used to write your name with my tongue, when I finally get to taste those lips.
Do you remember???
Cuz I do.....
And I'll never forget it.

Its Been Awhile,

and here I am to catch you up...

Between you and I, I really haven't been painting lately...I guess I lost my muse.

My birthday was yesterday, I never really pay attention to it, it's just another regular day....

not many remembered, but I'm very grateful for those who did.

I got the sniffles..... achoooooooooo.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

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Friday, March 13, 2009

A Woman's Prayer Should Go a Little Something Like This:

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Dear Lord, I pray for wisdom,to understand a man,
love to forgive him
& patience for his moods,
because if I pray for strength,
ill just beat him to death.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man who's not a creep
One's whose handsome, smart and strong
He's not afrais to admit when he's wrong
One who thinks before he speaks
When he promises to call he doesn't wait 6 weeks
I pray that he is gainfully employed
Won't lose his cool when he's annoyed
Oh,send me a man that would make love to my body, soul and mind
Knows that I feel bad, when I say "I'm fine!"
I pray that this man would love me till the end
and would never compare me to my best friend
Thank you in advance, and now I'll just wait
For I know you'll send him, before it's too late.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

This One Goes Out To Zero and Eliot.

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I hope you guys are blessed with much love, wisdom, health, success and laughter.
Both of you are blesssed with two beautiful baby boys, ya should be very proud, thanks for always being awesome, Minx

Monday, March 9, 2009

Sick and Tired

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I rather be alone than be with someone who doesnt care about me.
I heard these words today, and I couldn't help but agree and shed a tear.
I hate crying, it fucking sucks monkey balls.It's fucking horrible.
I can't help but think about it, him, the pain, the randomness of it all, and more tears....
so idk. thats another fuckin whatever.. that I'm not gonna pay attention to .
i wanna focus on me,for once, I always try to make other people happy, and I end up losing.I need to stop that....
I'ts def, true when they say nice pple finish last...
I'm officially sick and tired of it.

Friday, March 6, 2009

What Do You Think?

mo·nog·a·my (mə-nŏg'ə-mē) Pronunciation Key
1.The practice or condition of having a single sexual partner during a period of time.

2.The practice or condition of being married to only one person at a time.
a.The practice of marrying only once in a lifetime.
b.Zoology The condition of having only one mate during a breeding season or during the breeding life of a pair.
mo·nog'a·mist n., mo·nog'a·mous adj., mo·nog'a·mous·ly adv.

is it really that hard? to be in a monogamist relationship? This generation is sick and twisted..

Thursday, March 5, 2009


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I layed down, stared at my ceiling for 3 straight hours
I didn't bother moving, what would be the point?
I focused on specific spot, a paint bubble, trapped......
If everything in life has a purpose...
what was the bubbles purpose?
Sometimes the dreams that come true, are the ones you never even knew you had.
They say when your in love,
you don't sleep
cuz finally, reality is better than your dreams.
So why don't we let our dreams become a masterpiece of reality?
Because in the end, aren't dreams, just a wish that you're heart makes?
I wish for laughter
the best high you can ever feel.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I Gotta Say..

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Life is good. I really can't complain. Yeah it gets lonely sometimes, but so what? who needs that extra stress in life? I can manage being by myself and still be happy. I'm def. in no rush to even start talking to any body. For what, especially now, since i can't trust no body..... I just think it's interesting how love can be the happiest thing ever, and also be the most painful, yet every one keeps searching for it..But anyways, I'm good... school is good, bout to be out ! Thank God! Finally gettin that over with..
My mom, comes home tomorrow, and I do miss her...I know I can do fine without her, But I do miss her presence.
Right now, I'm jamming to some Anthony Santos, el baile de perrito.... Gettin me in the mood to dance....
Now I'm feening to go to a spanish party...
It's been awhile =]
Plus, now, I def. have some free time to chill with my friends, I know they missing me... especially since they drive me crazy telling me so. I gotta make it up to them..
I just can't wait till my birthday. I never make a big deal about it, it's always like a regular day to me... But one of my home boys wants to go all out, so he's planning a nice night out the day before... I just hope nothing goes wrong and I enjoy myself. No drama needed.
I've been going nuts, trying to design a tattoo that I'll be crazy about, and not regret in time.... I know a lot of tat heads so I know the artist wont be a problem... but I'll keep thinking bout it. And of course get back to you.
Later blog heads.