Monday, March 9, 2009

Sick and Tired

Monkey eating his balls Pictures, Images and Photos
I rather be alone than be with someone who doesnt care about me.
I heard these words today, and I couldn't help but agree and shed a tear.
I hate crying, it fucking sucks monkey balls.It's fucking horrible.
I can't help but think about it, him, the pain, the randomness of it all, and more tears....
so idk. thats another fuckin whatever.. that I'm not gonna pay attention to .
i wanna focus on me,for once, I always try to make other people happy, and I end up losing.I need to stop that....
I'ts def, true when they say nice pple finish last...
I'm officially sick and tired of it.

2 comments:

Royal Empress said...

I agree with that 100%. That's why I would purposely stay by myself for a while after breaking up with someone. I didn't want to jump into anything with my hopes up and get shot down so soon after already being shot a few times in the past. My heart can only take but so much. I hope yours will heal very soon. *hugs*

minxy said...

I know exactly how you feel....
especially these days, no one takes any body serious..
its all a joke to people..
in the past relationships were appreciated.